Why did I hate Tamil when I was in school? I just cant explain. Perhaps the teachers were Tamil Nazis and perhaps it was my Dad who took special interest to teach me the language. Why was my Dad so concerned about Tamil? He was obviously swayed by politicians like CN Annadurai, EVR Periyar who were tamil zealots and who swayed the masses with the rhetoric. Today as I listen to those speeches my love for Tamil gets triggered. I wish we had Youtube and internet those days. As a student I would have access to their speeches and perhaps learnt the language willingly.
I continued to hate Tamil and at one juncture I was given the option to take French as a second language but my Dad stood his ground. He devoted more time to teach me but then I failed my pre university exams and I failed in Tamil. But then Tamil, as a language, continued to harasses me for 2 more years as I did my graduation.
Life goes on. I got into the work world and I could neither speak Tamil (because I hated it) nor could I speak English. I was tongue tied, my self esteem took a beating. It got worse when friends around me spoke Hindi and I had no clue on what was happening. I got spewed out of most interesting social circles.
Later on in life I got to realize that language is just a combination of sounds. Sounds are common to all languages. How does it matter if I learn Tamil or Hindi or Urdu or Spanish? To love Language is good but to be zealous about a language is stupidity.
I was quite happy when I saw this facebook update the Church response may not be a planned on but its timely